imandy

2009-05-04T15:22:00.005+08:00

Recently gt so many things happen , i didnt go skl , nvr go home , do job , help sintua . So many , but the worst job is just sitting thr worrying abt her .

o3.o5.o9
Yesterday was tiring , maybe becoz i didnt sleep for 3 days le bahs , met lexian in the morning , when to eat mac under the block . cit-chat , smoke and then i go sintua help out le coz todae they doin talent show :D lols . while walking thr quarrel wif xianxian T.T i wanted her o go home coz i go sintua is to help out ma not to play ma . then she angry sae i pei her alil nia lols . sry luhs =x didint meant to wan ma =x i treat gods btr luhs =x

TODAY.
Lexian here:
baby dun angry la, you want a lil bit then pun with me ):
i dunwan go sell ice cream liao la,
dont angry with me liao la.
ILOVEYOU !

I'm sorry baby ! )'=

2009-04-13T10:52:00.002+08:00

HI :D lols , being random there lols . Todae is monday , ytd too one whole bottle of panadol syrup [coz i dun like pills ] -.- den i finally am able to sleep . Ytd i snapped not sure why but most likely should be because of her . Why should i be so gentle , forgiving and kind all the time ? I too wanna be strong leys , i dun like ppl to look down on me , neither do everyone else lo . Men use to sae , women are the root of all troubles , but men still nid women to carry on the generation . But i jus cant stop loving my girl , although i know it would be alot of trouble but something are jus telling me tat , without her by my side things would go worst. I have been crying or days le , if there is a fate between us , she will see this and hope she will give me all her care and concern bahs .

1o.o4.o8

lols. Todae was a total disaster man, was suppose to ton together wif friend but in the end they join-ed . Had a tiff den seperated, i dunno but todae everything jus came down on me lo. Troy went in, police case , tio cane somemore + the zsb keep follow whreva i go -.- I realli cannot take it when everything come down on me lorhs. Tat night i jus snapped i dunno why. My tears jus drop like flowing tap , it flow all the way lo , it didnt stop.

2009-03-24T22:55:00.003+08:00

LOLs , she finally said it . I knew this day would come and im prepared for it anywae , pa u was rite . Im not gonna sae i should have listened to u at 1st neither i would sae if i had known btr i wouldnt be wif her but , i would rather sae . I realli had a wonderful experience wif her , reeallii i must admit it .

in a long time

2009-03-21T15:01:00.001+08:00

Its been a long time since i last seen her , she become more quiet , more retarded , more emo and sad . Is it becoz of me ? I think so lorhs , why am i always stucked in the middle ? Cant i leave a carefree life ? Sadded , i wan meet my stead also cannot . wtf ==a BORED .

2009-03-11T18:43:00.002+08:00

LOLS. my phoneline tio CUT !!! Omg la , how am i gonna contaact me laopo now Y.Y F**k siol . Todae tot laopo coming to find me but in the end i call her she didnt pick up i wonder wad happen to her during the afternoon . Alot of thins run through my head this few days when i nvr go home , school , nvr talk to my laopo . I think this is a test for us , a test of how strong our love can be even when im not there when she really needs me or when i really needs her . LOLs dear u agree mahs ? I think so lorhs , LOLS . Nw me saving money for a new prepaid lols , it coz 20++ lorhs .. sot de leys ! me no money liao leys why god so curel to me T.t I wan talk to my dear dear wan leys lols . How ? also bobian jus lets hope tml my dear dear will come find me automatically bahs ..

although its hard loving u,

but i will bare all the roughs and pains to get to u,

so wait for me will ya ?

2009-03-09T01:26:00.002+08:00

LOLs , luggy best i so long bo post liao le . Siiens no time blog , lazy blog so on and fourth lorhs . Nw at erKOR house doin nth , didnt go home ytd , quarrel wif dad , line tio cut off , no money so jialat lols .

o8.o3.o9
Dear todae u in camp , i miss u so much lorhs . Although i quite jealous u everytime big bang big bang but still its ya frav band ya ? Cant didnt tat rite ? lawls :3 But at least write abt me ma hahas (: jkjk its alrights anywae (: Todae i quarrel wif dad becoz of my HP/money stuffs .. I felt so f**k up lorhs , dunwan gimme money den still dunwan let me go out shanshan xin , wtf siols . In the end i dulan walked out of house . Went to find xigua , hilman and willey , but willey and hilman both sleeping end up wif xigua lols . Xigua pei-ed me go eat mac walk walk talk talk until 11+ den xigua mummy called ask xigua to go home -.- siiens den i alone. Wanted to wait for xian one but HP no line cannot call out damn jialat . In the end went to find claudius kor (: daKOR thx for pei-ing me through da nite lols .

TODAY
Today i wake up in my daKOR's mattress , thinking abt ytd's things i still quite fed up , wan to go home everytime i think abt it . But is it goin home too cheap to them le ? They always tot i should do this and tat when im not born to do it lorhs , im still young dude , i nid to do things tat i love sometimes rite ? LOLS . Went westmall todae , DDR-ed , felt tat i improved lols . (Did i ? ) After tat went to KFC makan , JIALAT NO $$$ lols i onli left like afew cents lorhs ..... -.- SIBEI JIALAT BODOH ~!!!! Still nid KORs to treat , haiis .... But lussy best i took 5 bucks from grandma le so i tihnk tml i wont be so much of a burden le (: hahs :3 Abt 10.30++ me and erKOR took cab , den when reaching kor house tat time i told tat banglah driver to stop behind the black car but i mistook it . It was suppose to be a blue or something like tat luhs , not sure too though , end up the banglah went straight .... Soooo 'far' from kor de GATE lorhs ! (He commented derhs ) lols . Went into his house , room , strip , took things out , played psp , shower and now blogginh (: hahas .

BTW siuyi ps if i took a long time to link u coz i recently not free + lazy to so my blog see see look look hence nvr link u asap , hope u dun mind bahs (: hahs :3

ANYWAE ,,,,

TATS ALL FOKES :3

2009-03-02T09:01:00.002+08:00

LOLs escape DNT again lols , dunno how long can i go on wif escaping dnt lols . Anywae nw im at home hahs , went facebook and found out abt me b'dae(: Here is goes , its says .

Base on yr b'dae ,
You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly. Your Love, Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

lols weird rite ? i where gt think be4 i act sehs .. did i ? o.o

Weakness ,
Impatient, impetuous and quarrelsome.

lols i agree wif it lols :D

Strengths ,
Witty and highly adjustable in hard times.

lols , wads witty anywae o.o

Best job , (LAWLS o.o best job wow tats far)
Teachers, lecturers, writers, announcers, investors.

diaos maybe i would be a Teacher(:

lols , later will be meeting adrienne dear (: happi hahs (: so long nvr meet her le dunno weather she got change ma T.T

2009-02-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

LOLs. com reformat agn siiens ! Todae was a bad day cannot meet dear , still must kena beat .. Pubor lo if i see him agn i comfirm let him die -.- SIIENS all i can do nw ish emo nia . Nth else , been bleeding for the whole day . Dunno why she giving a feel like she aviodin me T.T but i think is i think too much luhs (: hahas i love u adrienne , loving u like how i loved daphne but more . Im PUTTING my all in u , my papa seen u , i promised my papa u my last , hence , u will be my last onli one , i will nvr let u go de . I LOVE U WIF ALL MY MIGHT !

2009-02-19T16:12:00.001+08:00

Lols ! Dear told u liaos(: nth would happen derhs(: hehes i trust him so must u (: Although todae u nvr come find me but hearing u are nt sad anymore makes me happy alot more(: Dear whenever u are down i will always be there for u de okaes ? Anywae todae in skl was boring , agn no lesson to attend to todae , most of my teachers MC . LOLOL (: Whole day at parade square , but nth special happen todae leys .. BORDEM KILLS BODOH .. Dylan de TaTTo tio caught todae lawls , hope nth will happen on the later part of our skl days bahs . DEAR WOAINI OUHS ~!! (:

2009-02-16T21:00:00.001+08:00

lols . im emo-ing . i also dunno why . maybe i think too much le bahs .

2009-02-16T16:07:00.002+08:00

FK IT luhs .. why so unfair derhs , when i get into a serious relationship so many problems pop out derhs , SIIENS !! FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT LAHS !!!

Todae was boring . Went skl late on purpose , played card wif friends till 10.12am den went buy cig den went to skl . Dylan was gonna tio wif tat nerd fk in skl though , went to see show in the end help to talk coz tat nerd fk shoot to teacher sae we threaten him -.- Its was stupid okaes ... ~ anywae after recess , saw wifey's sms . She wasnt able to come down batok find me becoz of common test and the ground ground thingy .. SIIEN-ed lorhs ! The dulan part was she friend sae tat hope me and wiifey will break up soon .. see me not happi talk infront of me la why step one .. -.- (look below for more info) Was looking so much forwawrd into meeting her this afternoon. Hence she did nt meet me , went to play cards agn . Lost 15 bucks damn .. -.- I missed my wifey alot lorhs . But i think this week she wont come down le bahs , by my intuition and everything . I think if i nvr mention to her abt coming down to find me i dun think she will de lorhs . Zharbo's are always like aint i rite ? T.T Lets hope my wifey isnt like tat bahs .

14th feb 2009
today is valentine's day(: Was so looking forward to meet wiifey lorhs ! 1st time i took so must time styling my hair and overall. I know it may look veri normal but i tried my best le wors . In the end , i was late by 1hr . Met wiifey and her friend at DBG mrt went went walk walk . At 1st i tot her friend was veri nice derhs but she wasnt ... WA RAINING BRB ~!!! back ><''
Anywae talking abt her friend . Her attitude was like so terrible lorhs , at 1st i bear wif it . But in the end i couldnt take it anymore i walked away. At least i should explain why i was so dulan rite ? OK let me explain .. 1st , she was like so zi da , saw this tat this tat + insulting my pirecings . Tat was too much lo . she not even my stead give so much comment for wad . At least if she sae why u pierce i still can reply she , but she see le jiu EEEEEEEE wth .. -.- ook nbm . 2nd , she wan other tabor number so get herself la keep ask me take for wad siol -.- machiam i her number taker , keep tell me go take ley go take ley nb . Open mouth jiu comment this comment tat , i jitao is tong buey tiao lorhs ... OK this still nbm . 3rd the worst part comes , it was valentine's on 14feb which was like todae ? she still ask me stead pei her go friend her friend hang out . WTF LORHS !!??!?!?!?! HOW CAN SIOL !??!? CANNOT RITE ? for me i think cannot la . Tat the part when i get sibei dulan and i walked away .

So wad if she heard wad i commented abt her ? she should take it and accept mah , since she's is like tat the person , but she didnt leys .. Instead she kpkb abt wad i said .. WTF ?? she think she from rich family she can act dua pai ? go out no money make my stead pay for her treat her . wtf? my stead also no veri rich one leys .. moreover i wan her to save her money leys .. machiam she using my stead like tat lorhs .

Hence after all this commotion , i went away and took a smoking break at outside PS and told my stead to meet me thr coz i wanna talk to her . They come up le , i when talking to my stead she keep giving the impatient face -.- If she nids to go off go off 1st lahs , nobodys holding her back ma ... Need pull my stead along de mehs o.o WELL , since my stead wans to follow i also bobian . Hence , being angry and so furious at the moment i jotao kan her friend den sae if anything happen to my stead she confirm jialat . Tats friend of wiifey's jitao shoot me sae she dun understand chinese , wtf lorhs .. Being a chinese race de zharbo dun understand chinese siasuey bodoh , even some of my malay friends also understands lo .. She jitao guailan lor felt like slapping her at tat point of time man . But so unlucky she is zharbo cannot slap arbo i confirm slap liao lorhs . WTF .. damn dulan abt tat incident lo .. In the end , she made my stead took a stupid cab to a fucking church at dunno whr and go enjoy wif her friend whr me and my stead have to separate ..

But luckily at abt 5+ my stead come find me at MArina Square , at least i get to spend some valentine time wif her arbo i confirm sad until like fk de lorhs . SIBEI HENGS ... ><''' walk , arcaded , ate , took pictures (random pics) , send her home by bus . Tats all we did tat dae , gave a goodbye kiss and i left . Still missing her nw , but i cant do anything . Ima useless , not much educated , violent , rude and a poor fuck . To get a stead like her was a blessing though . I will treasure her alot , hope we would last long and understand ea other btr and giving in to ea other more and more .

Laopo i jus wanna tell u
iloveyou,
till death will it break us apart,
o4o22oo9.
LOVING U SINCE DEN. <3

2009-02-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

LOLs. Todae went out wif aiai(: Was so happi lorhs , early afternoon went bishan find aiai. After tat went bunk wanted meet xiaodan awhile derhs but he gt an hang over so nvr meet lerhs. Todae afternoon veri boring lorhs me and aiai gt no whr to go den any old how walk here walk thr. LOLs . Abbt 4+ decided to catch a movie be4 heading home , we watch the wedding game(: hehes . Its like so funny lo made me and aiai burst in laughter quite a few times , held her hand in the cinema , gave her my warmth and she still disturbed me . HAHAs . Keep tickling me lorhs :D Anywae after movies manage to meet xiaodan , dylan and friends . Lawls . Todae was fun and i will nvr forget todae's outing (: I realli hope tat more of this outing will continue in the futur(: Aiai i read yr blog le , dun be confuse okaes ? Anything u wanna tell can tell me derhs , i can try my best or even give in my all to help u derhs okaes ? I dunwan see my aiai in such a state whr she feeling so uncomfortable TT

AIAI WOAINI KAES !!!

2009-02-04T11:54:00.002+08:00

LOLs . i nw blogging is skl hahs(: So boring lorhs . Nw having computer lessons , damn siiens nth to do derhs . I later gonna propose to adrienne aiai(: hehes i wanna see wad facial expression she's gonna give lorhs comfirm veri funny de (: hahs !

2009-02-03T20:46:00.002+08:00

Lols i so long bo post liaos , anyone missed me ? hahs(: Anywae todae didnt went skl , i slacked at home went find papa den go eat tgt . After tat took my money yeehao owed den went straight to bishan liaos . It was a long trip lorhs , anywae finally reached bishan and i waited for adrienne aiai(: Met her , went mac , ate den go walk walk (: was boring but see-ing her smile makes my heart feel warm(:

random pic at mac(:

2009-02-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO !

2009-01-25T21:12:00.001+08:00

lol. Todae was boring , morning woke up at abt 11 . Tio spam called by lexian , den talked to mandy awhile . At abt 5.30 i went to ahma house makan , my at ahpa house (: Slacking wif kor , nth to do derhs . Hahs. will blog soon(:

2009-01-25T00:27:00.002+08:00

lols , Todae was shack . I met MANDY !! SHE SOOOO CHIO ! lols . -.-? lol im crazy abt her , but i keep gettin a feeling like , its nt jus as ez as how it looks like . =x nth much to post lerhs , buhbyes(: todae i super lazy hahs dunwan post liaos(:

2009-01-23T14:22:00.002+08:00

Lols! Just finish taking a shower , felt so refreshed(: Todae was pretty weird lols , during skl i felt weird , during the celebration i felt weird , things i did todae was even weirder lols .

1ST : todae in class , was actually in a good mood , but i suddenly felt like killin ppl out of a sudden . Keep thinking abt hu should i kill . Den after tat i clam down straight away jus to read a simple story book lols .

2ND : I kept thinking abt daphne -.- Dunoo for wad hell reason , i felt like the image of her appearing in my mind was veri frequent lols . Den everytime when i see her i feel like punching her in da face . -.-

3RD : I so warn other ppl nt to play her feelings , even when i played her feelings before LOLOL~!! And even risked myself by saying out my di-tao out -.-

4TH : Worst of the Worst , i forget how me and daphne break up . Tats WAS Defenately UNACCEPTABLE lols .

Why cant i stop thinking of her , why i just cant ? I'm feeling veri uncomfortable , hence feel like burn myself to wake me up -.- But isn't it ridiculous ? I hate her to the core but at the same time i still care for her so much . LOLs.

2009-01-22T22:12:00.003+08:00

To change u 1st have to change yourself , tat i must not disagree wif . But even after u changed there will still be some SiaoGina at yr tagboard , [like my situation] spam spam spam . Without knowing anything and still one talk big . As if i will soo ez xiasuey like tat . -.- Anywae nw i changed le i dun care how ppl see me last time do wad , i will always walk towards the future coz i know , they and she will always supports me on wadeva i do , onli if its the rite thing of coz (:

2009-01-22T15:14:00.002+08:00

Hmmms , i can see alot of spammers in my tagboard . But oh well , wad i did wrong last time will have a bao ying de (: I dun realli care anywae , wad i do care for nw is my kors and pa . Wad i do wrong u all nt happi jiu call me sae nia dun spam la .. -.- If u ppl realli dun understand english i will ask 6 ppl to help me translate those thing tat i have written on Jan19 de post de . In chi , tamil , malay , french , italian and bangali . Yea .

Todae , was realli bored . Yh ahgong past away , he wwent songka . Dunhaf him in skl so bored . Gavin went out pei nu pen you , onli left me and dylan . Also todae so many test , PHYSICS , CHEMISTRY and MATHS . I think my maths can full mark lo (: Had been practicing pass few weeks (: Tml gt tuition so happi can gather wif friends again .

MY ANGKONG
Siiens my angkong nid wait until next thursday den can do shading and colouring . Hope can do it soon(:

2009-01-21T20:01:00.001+08:00

LOLS. Todae nvr go skl -.- Dunoo why cant wake up , in the end went Pa house . Help him wash car todae(: hahs . Todae nvr go skl i felt so weird , i keep feeling like she veri i didnt go skl . Although we break up le but , i still keep thinking of her . -.- Why in the world am i having mix feelings sehs ... -.- Anywaes i promised Pa tat i will change and i will de . After car washing we gather wif claudius and xian(: Den slack slack slack until 6+ den went home . Todae was boring , but i had fun anywaes (:

M+andy !

2009-01-20T17:19:00.002+08:00

siiens , jus finish playin blackjack . Siiens why i cant find a btr stead or even a average looking stead de . I know i buang la , but cant find de . Is it krama ? siiens maybe it is ba . If until my b'dae i still cant find i will be single for the year liaos . Haiis , i miss de feeling of being cared for by the one i realli love . Nw tat siaozharbo ( not u uhs kath ) keep fan me , i try to change myself den she keep throwing herself to me . Haiis , dylan told me patch wif daphne . But i dun think i will wan ba coz , so many things happen be4 le , moreover she is still the same no change . Being wif her is jus like being wif no one . Wo ai de ren bu ai wo , wo bu ai de ren ai wo . WTH is happening bodoh . -.- Maybe this is a test , a test for me to change ba . I nw everydae kee-dang sehs . I can suddenly happi suddenly sad , can even smile le straight away give a frown , or even a face like i dun even care . I will defenately miss my kor and friends when they go in camp de lorhs . Haiyas ~ .

2009-01-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

oh ya one more last thing i forget to sae , everytime i look at her i got i feeling . Including todae , a look of Poh Loq Queh -.- dunno why leys , maybe becoz of they pass she did those type of things before ba . Buang bu wan step yi ke chio -.- , knn pui uhs ! hahs XIASUEY !

BTW FOR EVERYONE INFO UHS !
THIS IS LIMBEI BLOG .
I POST WADEVA I LIKE
BUEYSONG DUN KPKB -.-
JUST FK OFF .
xie xie ning de pei he .

2009-01-19T21:38:00.002+08:00

lols , todae almost forget post . Hmmmms , went playin cards wif gavin they all . After tat i went playing basketball wif yeehao and nelson . Lols , he doesnt seems to be wad he looks like . Actually he quite friendly de lorhs(: Anywae i think i nw sot le , nw super boring lorhs . Dunno wad to post le , cant wait for the shading day lols .

2009-01-18T11:35:00.002+08:00

Morning (: Just woke up , siiens todae whole day no activity . Broing ~ btw i found a zharbo , but she cant always go out derhs , nid everydae stay at home + super innocent . How uhs ? lols . Wad should i do ?

I cant getover wif her ,
but no matter wad i do ,
even if we can get back tgt ,
we will nvr be how it was like the lst time .

2009-01-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

Lols. Todae went gamble agn , i almost lost 500bucks . =x But luckily i in the end win and den nw onli lose 20 nia(: Phew , went jp , pei yeehao buy shirt , den went westmall played DDR lols . I seems to improved (: Anyway yesterday nicolina xiaoHEI bought me an early b'dae present ! (: Its was a tigger , it was wad i like (: She zhen you xin(: HAHS thx wors(: I LOVE DA TIGGER(:

TAG REPLYS :
xiiaN : lawls o.o same mine also itchy hahs (: wan to scratch but scared pain hahs ;3
Melanie : lols -.- wad ugly sehs , wad erxin sehs -.- its nice okaes !
♥BECCA! : diaos . yea (: er 11jan o.o i think i forget le bahs hahs no record hahs

2009-01-16T18:53:00.004+08:00

Lols , i nw so crazy lo . Keep thinking shading shading shading shading ! LOLs . Anywae todae met Neko jie(: Anywae pei she go the shuupid SIMEI ITE , so far lo den i w8 here w8 there hahs . Next time dunno still dare go out wib her anort =x LOls . Was Talkative todae , keep talk talk talk talk non-stop , although i kept trying to make her laugh but she dun seems to be laughing . Hope she dun find me irritating lol . I think she todae is fan abt jiefu bahs , she looks moody though . She also intro to me a fffriend , stephenie . Dunno gt spell wrong anot leys =x I think i spell wrong le bahs , LOLs .

2009-01-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

skull + skin tare* *(dunno spell correct ma ><''')

TAGGIES REPLY~!!!
♥BECCA!: got mehs o.o when when when(: tell me time , day , date lo (: BLWEHS !
neko: jie ahs u lao le la , btw i forgot how to change back le hahas (: go wear yr lao hua specs ba(: kekes .. Btw er this one pic of my tattoo (: haven finish , still gt shading and colour to go , w8 do all finish le i will post agn(: okiies ? (:

2009-01-15T19:32:00.002+08:00

Lawls , todae 2nd day of my TATTOO hahs (: Today in class tat fucking dylan keep go press press nb cb == fuck lo damn pain bodoh ! Dylan i swear next time u put tattoo i comfirm go disturb u de . U GONNA DIE ! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAS .. Same as usual , after skl went to smoke , den my and dylan went see phone , i jitao buey tahan he so long de lo .. See see see , like jiu buy la see so long fer o.o If is me uhs , i jitao see liao like jiu buy le lo (: After tat took cab , lonbang dylan home den went kor house . Took psp , slack thr awhile den cock around his room , he him talk to his stead , ate potato chips , tongue felt btr (: miricle ~! LOLs . After tat reached home , bath , play com , play psp , den buey tahan liao , damn hungry go make cup noodle and makan. (: Another miricle happen , this time i eat it wont hurt to much le ~!! (: Maybe i siguan de pain liao(: Later maybe goin do my homework -.- Boring lorhs , but i wan pass my N'lvls =x So its a must to do my homeworks , in any case to improve . How i wish i have a stead like kor de , so good , machiam so perfect . Maybe this valentine will help me find one ba .

TODAY TWO MIRICLES HAPPEN :D

2009-01-14T11:06:00.002+08:00

Yay , XiaoBai wake up le ! Todae is quite a good dae . Morning called kor , asked abt ang kong , nw finally gonna put one . Lets let god bless my ang kong wont get caught by daddy =x Although nw very siien , tat lexian keep disturbing me . But still gt my kor and jie (: Even if she disturb me for a million years i also wont give in to her anymore le (:

Today is Andy's AngKong DAY
(AAKD)
:D

2009-01-13T17:41:00.002+08:00

Yo ! XiaoBai in nw healthy le (: All thx to my AH-ma , PaPA , Mama , Kor And JIe (: SPEcial thx to Neko (: Although this few daes we bo contact le , but when i sick tat time i sure had a hard time . Thx jie(: And xiian ah-kor , pei me talk when i SUPER SIIENS ! hahs . Wonderfull ppl around me giving me light and hope to live on , lawls . I machiam wan die like tat == , anywae jus a simple thx to u guys , hope i wont fall sick agn . Nw finally smoking agn , stormking menthol , hmmms ... Quite nice(: but my throat cant feel the kik de , maybe gonan stick to filter le . Soon , i will be a smoker agn (: Although i wont smile so much this time round , but i will keep zi-high de wors(: Watch out for me ! Andy , XiaoBai IS COMING YOUR WAY WORS(:

2009-01-12T19:21:00.002+08:00

Those days worrying are finally over , but i still have t o suffer at home . Since i promised my kor 'somethings' , therefore it has to be done (:

Project Operation :Finding a new tx stead
1. nt too tall to too short . (153 - 168 )
2. nt too fat nt too thin . (39 - 50)
3.Dun look too buang ! pls =x
4.Dun be too fat pls =x (although i dun have anything wif fat ppl but i dunwan them to be my stead too. =x )
5. nt too ahlian nt too guai .
6. understands tat i smoke and hope she wont ask me to stop smoking .
7. best is to have some time for me .

Yea , tats all (: hu haves the req can sms / call me at 83228234 .
yea , rmb u can also contact me via this hotline . Andy-Finding-Stead-1800 (:
Hahas , anywae the hotline's fake pls dun try using it . ==

Kor ah ! I promise i will do dao , de u jus see lo , i will do my part de and hope i realli find some1 like tat llo(:

2009-01-10T18:31:00.002+08:00

No matter wad happen i will always live my life to the fullest . I gonna play till my fill and die , tats the btr way . I goin out soon wors , so lata den blog agn cya ppl .

still hurt inside of me ,
but wadeva happen ,
i will be strong de wors .

2009-01-09T23:12:00.003+08:00

Todae i felt so sick and fucked up i dunno why . Maybe is becoz of my body ba , i have nt been feeling well the pass two days le . I didnt understand wad happen to my body until jus nw den i know . I might have a high percentage of having TUBERCULOSIS in short its TB , in chinese its FEI YAN , in simple english its LUNG INFECTION . Nw i finally understands why morning i felt so weak and restless and even sick . Early morning i whole body no energy , next felt slight discomfort which seems to me like slight fever den my ear starts to felt pain , headache and even no energy . All these may sound like its jus a normal sign of normal fever but its also the synthoms of TB .

The walk through of my day .

This morning i woke up wif very restless sign , felt so weak and cold . So i suspected i had fever so i took one pill of panadol . And it worked ! After tat i went skl but before tat of coz i smoked (: hahs .. In skl i suddenly lost my voice , i couldnt talked . My voice was lost , but after another 4 panadols and 4 hours of silence and rest my voice came back . I tot i was alright den , BUT ACTUALLY I WAS NT .........

After skl as usual i went to smoke , met up wif nicolina trying traunt daphne , everything goes well , but rite after i met xuan and went back i felt all weak and tired . So i slept in da taxi , when i reached my destination the taxi driver didnt even wake me up and still let the metre run . Tat was defenately fustrating . Den met dylan , gavin and went tuition . After tuition we had dinner tgt , at tat moment i felt much discomfort and also felt like vomiting .

Hence , i went home took a shower , den i realise and recall my teacher told me tat the synthoms of the TB had , was wad mostly i had felt through out the day ... Wads happening to me i thought , though i read the newspaper and it sae tat TB i spreeding out agn but i wont be so suey kena rite ? Even if i realli kena it would realli be a wish come true , coz after tat break up , my heart totally weaken . 1st is her , nw is another her , maybe this is the end tat i had been wishing for ... Although i had thought of dying on my b'dae but maybe soonner would be btr coz i realli cant take it anymore . Though i have been smiling for years and tot tat by smiling would be a good way to solve all the worries , unhappiness , colts in my brain but nt . Nw i realise tat when ppl sae look on the bright side of life doesnt always work . When i realise all this rite nw i dun think thr's anymore chance for me to turn back and stop smiling .

Smiling maybe a good way to tell yrself tat everythings alrite but , actually its nt . Maybe no1 will listen to this be i can tell u even if i have been living in my own world this whole time , smiling all the time doesnt change de fact tat u yrself is trouble free . Wad ppl sae might influence u , but the decision is ours , we choose our path , i choosed my path to be this way . And so it will .

Being able to know tat thr are ppl hu loves me so much before , i know im blessed . Being aable to know such an innocent gal was my dream . Dreaming abt it all day till it finally came through but things still cant be perfect as i wanted it to be . Maybe i didnt plan all things out properly ba , maybe jus one mistake can make ppl regret their whole life ba . I have regreted treating those two like tat , i should have been more poilet , more gentle , more wad-so-eva tat will make them happy . If this time i realli kena i will realli be happy enough , coz i realli hate this lil world of selfish-ness , hatred ,vengence and even sometimes love .

Though im to numb , sick , tired and blured in my mind . I think i wont be writing this clearly and properly . I apologise if i did anything and said anything wrong in this post , coz im nt thinking clearly nw . How i wish i have the guts to jus die off but too bad i dun . I-ma BURDEN (:

to think i still can smile still this moment ..
maybe im already numb to this laughter ...
love was nvr ready for me ,
either was i ready for love .

loving some1 is hard ,
but tolerating some1 is harder ,
forgetting some1 is even harder ,
letting go some1 whom u realli love is the hardest thing ,
u can eva imagine on earth .

she was once loved by me ,
cherished and concerned for ,
if im realli gone ,
no matter whr u are ,
i will watch over u ,
not letting any bastards to bully u ,
once my innocently sweet lil dumbdumb ,
foreva is my innocently sweet lil dumbdumb .

2009-01-08T16:17:00.002+08:00

RANDOM PICS(:

so bored ! lawls , todae nth to do . Just came back from skl , sended tat stupid XMM home , went smoking , went kfc . She damn funny bodoh , until the life thr she sae the lift spoil den instead walk home by stairs , hahas . I shall post later again(: cya readers (:

2009-01-07T17:38:00.003+08:00

Siiens , i miss those feelings nw == Wa-da-fuck im i thinking man , haiis , just nw walking home , felt like missing something on my fourth finga , i think my mind's playing trick ba . I wanna let go but my feelings un-letting me let go . Wad should i do man o0 , anywae no matter wad fuck reason i also will force myself to let go de . COz se hurt me too many ways le , some ppl sae its good tat i break up wif someone hu cant accompany me , who doesn't pair up wif me like a stead . But some others say i lost a veri good girl , i dunno but the onli think i know is i-ma attention seeker . Hence , i need a stead who have alot of time for me , this time i dunwan XMM le .

Nw a 17 year old stupid boii
B'daee coming
4.02.o9
this on a wadeva i dunno
but hope someone hu can give me all the attention ,
come look for me and love me wif all .
i promised i be a good boii , a good guy , a good stead .
if nt i will drink some stupid things wif pills and die . (eg. coffee [; hahs jkjk )

i dun entertain XMM .
to me a 12 - 15 is a XMM
otherwise .

~ I-MA TECHNO SIAO ~
~ HUAT AHS ~

2009-01-07T11:00:00.000+08:00

Siiens , nw in skl == Nth to do . Random post , stupid ultimate race == Waste of time . haiis . I WANNA GO HOME LUHS T.T Xuan looking forward on meeting u bodoh , siiens .

rmb. no XMM allowed.

2009-01-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

Although i break up wif her so long le , i shan't stop other from loving me . But nw all i need is someone who can pei me everydae , play with me everydae . I need attention , i nid love , real love , wad she gave me be4 wasn't real love , even if it is it's isn't even strong enough to let me felt tat she even loved me . Whoeva wans me beta be car-ful , coz u ppl ain't gonna love it . Trust me .

i dunwan XMM (13 - 14 )
i wan my age or maybe older =x (15 - 19 )
i wan her to pei me everyday (i'm demanding)
if u cant do this den i'm realli sry , be4 i do something nasty.

2009-01-06T19:24:00.000+08:00

Siiens todae was quite fun(: Morning wake up quite late =x As usual went go shower , changed , went skl as normal . Early morning tio niam by TRAINERS , damn sien lo . After tat went bwoling , during skl hours saw her , i dunno how to mian dui her sehs . But all i have to sae is , although i hate her alot , but i realli realli hope she will nvr eva stead wif ppl like weiwen tat group . Tats the least i can do , but even so much i cared i still hate her to the core .

2009-01-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

todae was boring, in da monring i woke up late, nvr meet dao dylan they all, my phone tio mia. Damn siiens lo ! Morning gt workshop, so siien .. Dunno wad creative writing de ==

After that went the stupid lil india trip . ==''' i swear i will nvr go tat place agn unless i got something i nid to do. Todae i finally threw away me n daphne de cpl ring , i did nt know why but i jus force it out of her hand and threw it away .

Todae Mondae , 5 , Jan , 2009 : 7.51pm
I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL HATE DAPHNE LEE SZE HUI LIKE HOW I HATED LEXIAN BEFORE.

daphne was the 2nd person hu made my love her like how i love lexian. nw my broken heart will nvr be mend by anyone le . but my heart is open for all (:
i will be back the old ALWH u guys jus see .

HIS BACK.

2009-01-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

lawls hi ppl. I just finish shower (: Anywae todae i went to haircut TT Wanna see ? lawls. cannot laugh leys ! i know it look weird but , i just suddenly wanna try something new(:
so u cant laugh uhs ! anywae i gonna go eat dinner luhs =x soooo cya lata agn(:

cya guys later wors(:
foreva kawaii ~! (:

2009-01-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

Siiens. Todae was comfirm boring de lorhs. Morning cant sleep , went downstairs abt 3 to buy two packets of fruit juice. LAWLS i know im damn lame , early morning go buy fruit juice. But i realli sibei siien lo cant sleep TT
After tat i went home played audi wif jie(: hahs. She keep tio pawned by me derhs hahs. Jie although u noob but nbm didi will always let u win derhs hahs(:
Played till 6 i go take shower , den meet kor , simon , kor papa and ivan. Ate breakfast , after tat smoke tgt , crap around , den went off le. Waited for dylan damn long == He finally came , den time alrdy 7 liaos == damn late le lo .. ==
Skl was boring todae , but had to bear wif it , Bobian. i wan to study den chiong to sec5 den finish me secondary man =x
Wanted to go for tongue peircing de , but in de end andy bo free he working. I wonder when he is gonna be free. I super excited lo. =x

oh ya talk so much i almost something forget to wish my readers a happi new year. =x
therefore ,

I wish u a fantastic January.
Lovable February.
Marvelous March.
Luckiest April.
Enjoyable May.
Successful June.
Wonderful July.
Independent August.
Joyful September.
Tastic October.
Beautiful December.

Have A Blessed & Victorious New Year.
~ Happy 2009 ~

2009-01-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

lawls finally i'm finally done wif my blog ==
damn siiens nw nth to do le .

anywae wish u ppl on a
happi new year . (:
hope this year will be a better one for everyone(:

2009-01-01T16:08:00.001+08:00

This is damn lame !
hope someone see.s this .. ==